I didn't disappear again - I just went away for the weekend and now have the best reason in the world not to gain weight.
I was in Calgary this weekend, organizing a bunch of stuff for my wedding in May, including going dress shopping. What's with wedding dress sizing? Why would it be the goal of wedding dress manufacturers to make you feel fat in their dresses? Apparently the brand I bought fits even smaller than most other brands which landed me in a size 12. Whatever, like it matters. Although I did flirt with the idea of going one size smaller and making sure I fit in to it. I decided that would be a dangerous game to play. If by some miracle I do lose some more weight, then they can take it in. Me being no dummy, I bought a dress from a shop where alterations are included.
Anyway - this means I cannot gain weight. And this isn't like those times when you say it and don't really mean it. This is serious. I can't even imagine how awful I would feel if my dress came six months from now and it didn't fit. I don't even want to think about it.
I ate a lot on the weekend, but that's what happens when you go away and I did maintain nonetheless. I am sitting at 135.8 lbs. right now. I still want to get to 130.
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